My Death Awaits

I still have power to write about my misgivings as I want to show both families what they have caused. This strife has caused my love to be dead, and I will surely avenge for this loss. I had gone to the apothecary who has given a strong potion. He at first declined but I persuaded him by giving him some money.
I still have that feeling that I can revive Juliet back to life but miracles have never seem to work. Friar Lawrence could have done something for this tragedy to happen but it was all my fault. I should have never killed Tybalt in the first place and this cost me the dear life of my love.